My name is Alyson. x

This post is just to make my (2011) number of post be even.
it is 119 and i'll be changing it to 120. ahah, sorry
i just have to do it!

Saying goes....

"You never know what you got till it's gone."
I had a best friend. Actually i still do, but she's going away and i don't know what to call this feeling i have. I want her to stay yet i'm happy she's going because this is like a once in a life time opportunity. and now i know if i love her enough i can let her go. i regret the times we fought. i feel like i just want to turn the clock all the way to the beginning and start over with her. If that's possible that is... To be honest, i'll miss her so much. I'm freaking crying right now just thinking about a school life without her. fuck my life, god likes to take the people i really love but i don't know it until that person is gone. I wonder who will he take away next...

Lots of love, Rainbow Unicorn.
P.s I love you nut. i seriously do :) x

Happy Birthday boo bear!

I love you!

<3

I love my Mimi

This will be a short story that happened

today (14/12/11 - 12:25pm)

I'm home alone, so it's just me 

and my mini petting  zoo.

Well, i am a huge lizard phobic and

i hate lizards!!!!

So, i wanted to go throw candy wrap in the plastic

and a freaking lizard was inside the plastic!

i ran all the way to my sleeping dog and

cried. (Seriously, i cried....)

She was siting there like,

"What the f**k is wrong with this human?"

she then comforted me. 

If i did this to my cat,

she'd probably scratch me then comfort me.

Thank god i have a dog..... :)

Current Everything :) x

Current mood: excited for Christmas!/bored!
Current fav song(s): Perfect by Hedley, Till i forget about you by Big Time Rush, Autumn Leaves by Ed Sheeran & Moments by One Direction.
Current fav band: One Direction & Big Time Rush
Current fav singer: Ed Sheeran, Adele, Adam Young (Owl City)
Current fav series: Big Time Rush & Icarly on Nickelodeon
Current fav Movie: Harry Potter!
Current fav book: The song of ice and fire series (George R.R Martin) & A funny little thing about love (Erin Downing)
Current fav website: Tumblah & Urban Dictionary
Current fav food: Something cheesy
Current fav colour: Purple & red
Current fav item of clothing: My Harry Pottah Scarf!

~ Life Updated ~

If I Ruled The World

What will i do....hmmm..

Well, first

Better education system!

Dance party every Friday!

Music will be teachers!

Swimming pool made of jello!

Sprinkles on everything!

(This was a total random post. Heck, i was bored and I am starting to like BTR {Big Time Rush} they are super duper funny!!!!)

Byeeeeeeeeee~

Random Lines....

~ trademark (™)~

"There are plenty of fishes in the sea," he said.

"I don't want a fish. I want her." i replied.

__________________

I actually thought of this while i was

walking around aimlessly outside.

Inspiration came back!!!!!

Thank God!

Now let me go write and finish at least one

freaking book so someone

can read that shit!

(I like to mock my own books.)

I Scream Very Loudly...

Ola Chikas!

First things first, i dare you to say "Good eye might"

without sounding like you have an Australian accent!

Now, for the serious matter,

It'll be Christmas soon! & i am super duper excited!

Lol.

Will be spending Christmas eve and day and

day after at Grandpa's place.

And yes! Christmas dinner babez!!

My aunt wants to do Lamb, but i don't eat four legged creatures

so she'll be cooking for me chicken with lots of potato and carrots!

Yes, i am happy :D

Brief update on my life:

Trying to lose weight, i think it's working but

i cannot resist sweet stuff. boo me -_-

I have writer's block! FML.

My inspiration flew out the window with my imagination

& my bed feels really warm and cozy right now.

My hair is looking bigger and i like it.

Lips are hurting. (Don't think what your thinking!)

And i love Tumblr and when i got hacked, i realized that

i cannot live without tumblr.

(My tumblr is virus free by the way!!!!!)

Now, enjoy random pics with no blah blah time!

(Christmas themed not really....!)

& this guy...

& that guy....

& there are plenty more hot guys that i fancy..

but that's another story :)

Merry Christmas jelly babies!

ho ho ho!

   #ilessthanthreeyouguys!   

Imagination and its Wildness.

sneak peck into 
If Only the Moon Allows It
FANTASY~
chapter twenty six: The Ryuukai Clan

(my favorite chapter so far. haha)

Kakashi Oyazo

Someone once told me that pride is everything to a man, technically, that is true. But must there be arrogance beside pride? Must there be hate and revenge as well? What is the true meaning of pride now when there is no longer honor in it?

“Katsuya, are the men ready?” I asked him as I survey the area.

“They are most likely my lord.” He said. Katsuya, I and three more soldiers arrived at Kiyoshira two days ago and now we are preparing to leave. These three soldiers Katsuya say were the finest swordsmen. I haven’t seen them in combat yet but they look strong enough. We are now trying to get pass the Ryuukai Clan’s enforcement. The first time was easy because half of them were half asleep. But now, they are very awake.

“How are we going to get through them?” I asked. It was silent. By now Katsuya would probably say something. I turned around and spears were pointed at me and my men. Great,

“Put your hands where I can see them!” said one of the guards to me. I sighed.

“Hurry up,” said another.

“Yeah,” I said as I quickly took one of my daggers’ and toss it towards one of them. With that Katsuya and the other three grabbed their weapons and fought back. We manage to kill them all but just our luck, more of them came. We were surrounded by Ryuukai soldiers.

“What do we have here?” asked a voice. He sounds familiar.

“Akihiko-dono, we found them trespassing in our base. They even killed a few of our men.” Explained one of the soldiers’, Akihiko then looked at me and smiled smugly at me. Arata Akihiko, he is the general for the Ryuukai clan. I’ve known him since I was little. Actually I know half of the Ryuukai clan people as I was one of them once.

“It is a surprise to see you here. Lord Makoto will be even happier,” he said, I stayed silent.

“Are you still giving me the silent treatment? You’re such a kid.” He said. I sighed.

“What are you doing here anyway? Are you spying on us for the Kyouzaiku’s’?”

“Like I’d tell you,” I hissed. He stared at me for a moment and then laughed.

“Bring him alive,” he said as he started to walk,

“What about his men?”

“Obviously, kill them.” He said. The soldiers were ready to slice their throat,

“No wait!” I yelled. Arata made the stop hand signal and walk back towards me.

“Pick one,” he mused.

“What?”

“Pick one of them to live.” He said. My mind was yelling ‘say Katsuya’ because he was a loyal friend to me and a good soldier but that wouldn’t be fair to the other three, plus they are still young—still many things to see in the world but as were Katsuya.

“Tick tock,”

“Are you stupid!? I can’t pick! They are all my men!” I yelled. At the moment, I felt as if I didn’t want to live. The soldiers quickly sliced opened all four of their throats. Katsuya’s blood spattered on me as he was the closest to me. One of the guards grabbed me and pushed me to keep waking. It was just him, Arata and me, my sword is still with me so the next that came in my mind was revenge of course. When I thought that we were far enough from the other guards I head-butt the guard who was behind me and took out my sword and jumped to attack Arata. I was playing unfair because I attacked from behind. He then turned hastily and blocked the attack.

sneak peck into My novelettes (novelette two)

LOVE~

Taking Chances] 

(chapter four)- randomly picked

I woke up due to the noise my phone was making, my hand ran across the table next to my bed and when I found the phone I had a glance at it. It was a call from Cameron. And I happen to notice the time too, 4:03am…I pressed the answer button and place the phone at my ear. My face was buried on my pillow that I couldn’t even greet him properly.

“Hello?” I heard his gentle voice calling me, i then turned around and I was facing the celling.

“Scarlet, are you there? I know it is too early to be calling you, but I wanted to ask something.” He said, I wanted to say something but the words got stuck on my throat and I couldn’t spit it out,

“You must be sleeping with the phone on huh? Well then I will call you back later,” at the moment I quickly got up,

“Cameron!” I said literally yelling his name,

“So, you were awake,” he said acerbically.

“Sorry, I was a bit fuzzy. What is it that you wanted to tell me?” I asked,

“I was wondering if I should go through this,”

“This being…?”

“Tutoring Amber,”

“What?  You should! This is like a free pass to get to her heart,”

“You make it sound like I want to eat her heart or something,”

“Win, not eat…”

“Ha, same thing,”

“How is that same?”

“Scarlet.” He called my name in a way that I cannot explain.

“Yes?” I said, whispering back,

“Stick with the topic please,” he said, again whispering,

“Right, so why are you being so doubtful my student?” I asked,

“I am afraid that she will only see me as a tutor and nothing else,”

“You silly-silly boy, tutors are the ones that always gets the girl,”

“In all those teen dramas, yes, but in real life no tutors are as hot as them,” I felt like going next door and duck typing his face to a mirror.

“You are,” I simply said,

“Excuse me?”

“I said, you are freaking hot…!”

“Don’t just say-“

“Cameron, don’t make me come there and duck type your face to a mirror.” I just had to say it…

“Aren’t you being violent?”

“Only when I don’t get my sleep,”

“I see, I think I shall let you sleep,” he said, and he added a goodnight too.

“Cameron, you are attractive, for a nerd,” I said, I heard his harmonious laugh and I found myself smiling again.

“Thanks? And you are beautiful, for a…well, you are tremendously beautiful the way you are, goodnight again, Scarlet.” He said as he hung up, I in the other hand sat there on my bed dumbfounded as I let go of my phone and I could feel it drop on my thigh. I could also feel my blood gushing through my veins and just meeting up at me cheeks. I place my hand on my cheek and I blushed some more to the thought of me blushing! I had a hard time sleeping and when I actually did, I noticed that it was already 7 am. Time to go to school; thank god it is Friday today.

~The end~ i just wanted to post them cause i was

boreeeeeeeeeeddddddddddd~ bye buh ~

Bucket to the List~

#4 Become tumblr famous

one of my beloved followers

wrote this about me. :D

#5 visit an amusement park with friends

and ride ALL the rides!

#6 Fall in love...

#7 Publish my novels~

If Only the Moon Allows It

one of my novel's titles up there :)

#8 Give a stranger a hug!!

#9 Dance around in the rain

11 Unknown Facts about ME ~ (I'm Bored!)

Let me write so I won't die in boredom.
Thankies ~

Fact one: I am afraid to cross the road.
Fact two: I like the number 5 and 25 for some unknown reason.
Fact three: I enjoy watching 'Criminal Minds'
Fact four: I like the colour red because it remains me of blood and i like blood. (mwhahaha)
Fact five: I just spelled color as colour and is ignoring the stupid wavy red line thingy that's telling me my spelling is wrong. One word to you buddy
'I don't give a fuck~' <-- that wasn't even one word...
Fact six: I was afraid of my own imagination.
Fact seven: When i get injured (blood and scars) in front my friends i smile
and say everything's fine. When i get hurt (bump on a chair or wall)
at home i yell out "I'm gonna die!!" and swear a lot.
Fact eight: I am not lying about fact seven.
Fact nine: I like fantasy war movies but hate real life war movies.
Fact ten: I cry a lot (even at stupid situation, like finding a missing pencil)
Fact eleven: I cannot remember how to spell 12 that's why i stopped at eleven :D


Fact twelve: I lied about fact eleven. sorry.

1D Infection ~

Ever since i started tumblr

(3rd September 2011)

a few of my followers are directioners

and i didn't know what or who they are so

i checked them out and who would have known that i'd

fall madly in love with One Direction?

I fell in love with their personalities, their looks

are just a bonus ;)

I have no regrets on the hours I've

spent watching their videos! :D

I cannot wait to get my hands on their album!

Forever Directioner,

~ Rainbow Unicorn ~

 ____________________

now let me introduce them

(cause i have so much free time -_-)

first we have...

"Harry Edward Styles"

"Liam James Payne"

"Zayn Jawaad Malik"

"Niall James Horan"

and last but not least, the leader

"Louis William Tomlinson"

together they are One Direction!

p.s// i support Larry Stylinson 

(just because i can *wink wink*)

Well, that's all for now. byeeeee

Like a Story.

I found out that one of my friend's,

(a boy) has fallen in love.

I'm happy for him to be honest.

But, i had dibs.

I'm kidding.

So, now he talks about that girl he likes

to me and it feels weird but at

the same time i try to give

good advise to him.

I feel like those characters who likes

their bestfriend but is afraid to say

it, so she have to watch painfully as

he loves another.

Why must i be that character?

11/11/11

I made a wish.

Hope it comes true.

Tumblrrrrrr!!

(click for better view of my tumblr dash)

~ Rainbow Unicorn ~

asdfghjkl

I didn't know what to write as a title

so, hence...."asdfghjkl" is prefect.

Hahaha!

To be honest,

blogger is like the third most websites

i open.

First is Tumblr of course, and

second Facebook just if i get bored.

Heeee,

I don't know what to say anymore,

so i shall be obsessed with

One Direction!!!!

their latest MV will come out tonight!

But, at Malaysia they won't play it!

i don't know why they won't freaking

play Gotta Be You!!!!

arggghh!

(I'm mad if you didn't notice.)

I guess i'll just go die in a hole.

Nah, i'm kidding!

I love my life too much to die now. :p

Bucket List #003

Bucket List #002

Meet Louis Tomlinson

Bucket List #001

Wake Me If Your Out There.

I like to think that I am

"lost".

The meaning is that

I do not know what i want to do.

I want to change the world.

But, I don't know how too.

Well, just to put it clear,

I don't know how to

do what I want to do.

Did that make sense?

 I think it did.

So, my solution,

a bucket list.

Definition of BUCKET LIST:

a list of things you want to do before you die!

 i shall begin to post my bucket list right here!

~ RU ~

Researching

To be honest,

i hate to do research on fantasy books

that i am planing to write.

 IT KILLS EVERY HUMANITY IN ME .

maybe i am overreacting but it is

kind of true.

latest book on planning to write,

'Avalon'

it is a story that is set back

in the medieval times so i was checking

Google about it and a page pops out.

'Ways of Torture in the Medieval times'

and i was curious enough to click it.

i regret it.

but in the other hand,

i got some information about----

wait, i don't think i will ever be as cruel as to

torture my beloved characters!

i have a soft spot for all of them

(even the villains)

  but killing them off is another story o_o

no one lives forever, especially when

you are at war or dealing with treason.

i just wanted to updated on my life so far

and i guess release all those doubts in my heart.

i feel much better now.

hope no nightmares pop out tonight....

:)

The Time Of Our Lives

~ My Exams Are Finally Over ~

I can feel the amount of  freedom

just hitting me in the face.

Finally I can write in my blog!

But i have a confession...

I have fallen in love with Tumblr....

haha, but that doesn't mean i won't

write here anymore...or is it?

well, yesterday was our last exams,

I have to thank these wonderful,

firstly "Stars"

oh, you guys don't know who stars is right?

well, his that guy, ya know who i have

a crush on. anyway,

because of him i had the motivation

to study maths and he thought me that

maths isn't that hard.

secondly to Nut for

not giving up on me and teaching me

CIRCLES~~

Thanks to her i could answer yesterday's

maths papers!

and last but not least,

to Day who taught me factorization.

Love you babyy ! :)

later that afternoon,

i treated the girls

(Alya, Atyn, Zanna, Eika,

Day, Fana and Syira)

to some lunch. ^___^

after that we took the KH exam and boom

"Freedom"

i am going to meet Stars on Thursday!

i'm freaking happyy!!!

(it kind of rhymes)

~ iMMA BACK ~

As It Comes And Goes :)

Well,

i am proud to say that

i have re-blogged 100 post in

Tmublr.

mwahahaha,

and i have 185 posts in blogger.

hahaha, i feel like

a freaking boss  B)

(P.s:// am busy with finals O_o

but still can post on blogger... -.-)

One step closer to death

I wonder how many people

would cry if i died.

how many would remember

the reasons i smiled.

how many would come visit my

grave and talk to me

even though i'm dead.

how many wold miss me.

how many would hate me

for living them.

how many would regret hating me.

how many would regret loving me.

and i could continue asking all

this question but how long

do i have to wait for

the answer?

after i die or before?

will anybody notice the true me?

Paradox

the    definition     of

Paradox to me;

a statement that seems absurd

but in reality expresses a

possible truth.

example; saying     I love you    to your

enemy or something like that 

>,<

(I don't know why i posted this)

  

Secret #125

i fell in love with the enemy

and i don't regret it :)

       (problem?)        

From Paris With Love

(This post is for you Nutty)

I know how much you minat

Paris, France so this is just

a little post of pictures

for you :)

ENJOYY ~

and if you want

you may take these pictures

if you want laa..

    à vous avec l'amour de    

    Rainbow Unicorn :))    

(Translation: to you with

love from Rainbow Unicorn)

Can A Monster Cry?

Hey Guys I'm Back.

Actually i didn't go anyway but I just

took a leave from writing in my blog.

Sorry to readers and followers because

i haven't been updating my blog and

to be honest i haven't been updating

my Tumblr too.

I guess i'm a busy gal. :)

So, regrading the title up there

i want to talk about this person i know.

He wears a mask that covers his

true personality

and somehow i slowly got sucked into

his habit of hiding the true me.

 And i found that out too late.

I don't remember

who i am.

why i laughed.

what i saw in this wold.

when i cried.

which stories i used to repeat.

how did i looked to my friends

when i smiled.

because i notice that i slowly and silently

changed

Is it wrong to change?

Even after you know that you are

gradually becoming the masked

monster that you feared?

~ RainBow UnicOrn ~

Now all i can do is pretend :)

Tumblr Attack (HA!)

Hey guys!

I did my very own Tumblr blog.

Check it out if ya love me! :)

http://totorolovealltheway.tumblr.com/

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Towards Gravity

If i could fly,

I shall fly towards you.

If i could swim across

the deepest seas,

I shall swim towards you.

If i could climb the

highest mountain,

I shall climb towards you.

Heck,

I would even define gravity for you.

All i ask from you is

for you to come

towards me  no matter

where i am and say

you love me ~ ❤

(if only life was that easy...)

August's Light

Yo,

it is the 2nd of September and

I'll be going back to school the day

after tomorrow.

Well,

this post I'm just going to talk about August.

Yes a lot happened this month and it made me

fall in love...

yes in love with...

"Game Of Thrones"

It's a mini series on HBO.

I'm not the type to watch mini series but this

was honestly really good.

but i hate it that 'everybody dies'

even my favorite characters!

But this series is also a book.

of course i'm gonna get it! ^^

And because of this I've learnt that

"the hero can never die"

is cliche and

"Good always defeats bad"

is also not in this series.

I have also learnt that it really hurts to

kill of a character.

i just did the killing off in my latest novel

"If the Moon Allows It"

Its so hard!!!!

Next,

fav song this month;

Sara Bareilles's Gravity

it's the song that is playing now~

or on my music!

well I think that is it.

Toodles ya'all!

~ RU ~

Merdeka!!! (Part 2)

Happy Merdeka Malaysia !

~proud to be Malaysian~

xoxo,

RU

My Superman ♥

He is someone that is always there

but not there at all...

He is someone that will say the sweetest

stuff but not to me...

He is someone who has admires but he

doesn't accept...

He is someone who shows off his ego

but not in front of me...

He is someone that smiles a lot but

simply stares at me...

He is someone whom i liked before

and now his making me go crazy as i slowly

fall in love with him...

and, the list about him can go on and on

but the rest i'll keep to myself as words 

cannot describe his perfectness.

well, he IS my superman and no one will ever

know how much i eager to tell him that. ♥

Smiling but I'm close to tears..

Today i found out that we

make new friends in the most

unexpected way. 

But i guess the unexpected ones 

are the best ones.

So, I just wanted to say that

maybe one day I'll find that true

i mean really true friend like the

most unexpected way!

REALLY UNEXPECTED

NEW HAIR!!! (did you notice?)

~ Reality's Rainbow Unicorn ~

( shorter by 4 / 5 inch <3 )

Happy Birthday Rainbow Unicorn !!!

Where's My Lucky Star ? *

Luck As It Comes

So, trial is in two days time.

I'm freaking panicking right now.

My math is still like...

*daaaaaa*

and i'm sooooo nervous.

Please pray for my success in my trial!

&& after the trial i'll update my blog more often

:)

Give me moral support people !! 

~ RAINBOW UNICORN ~