Researching

To be honest,

i hate to do research on fantasy books

that i am planing to write.

 IT KILLS EVERY HUMANITY IN ME .

maybe i am overreacting but it is

kind of true.

latest book on planning to write,

'Avalon'

it is a story that is set back

in the medieval times so i was checking

Google about it and a page pops out.

'Ways of Torture in the Medieval times'

and i was curious enough to click it.

i regret it.

but in the other hand,

i got some information about----

wait, i don't think i will ever be as cruel as to

torture my beloved characters!

i have a soft spot for all of them

(even the villains)

  but killing them off is another story o_o

no one lives forever, especially when

you are at war or dealing with treason.

i just wanted to updated on my life so far

and i guess release all those doubts in my heart.

i feel much better now.

hope no nightmares pop out tonight....

:)