Pretend ~

Reality

What if what we thought about reality was all a lie?
How can we live that thought?
Everything logical you knew all thrown away in the trash
because everything was a lie.
Then, what actually is reality?
Is it the way we see, hear and feel that makes it reality?
But dreams are the same.
The good thing about dreams are we can't get hurt.
Or thats what it used to be.
Now, how can we separate from Dreams to Reality when it all
feels the same?

Tears kept inside.

Again...I was running.
Running away from something
or running towards something
I am not sure...but i am certain that i was running.
My lungs felt as if they were going to explode.
My legs felt weak as i fell on the hard ground.
Why are we scared of living?
Why are we scared of dying?
Why...are we scared of loving?
and the long list of "whys" continues.
It hurts when you find out the truth
but you hate it when you find out you were lied at.
You don't know what you want...nither of us do.
Why can't I just stop running?
Why must I continue like this?
What am i afraid of...at this moment?

  - If only the moon allows it -  

Fake Smiles

Why do people fake smiles?

if you are sad say it.

but i now can tell why they dont.

there are those who would find it annoying...

always sad, complaining....but that is what humans are.

we are liars.

we are fake.

we are not perfect.

but we can always try...

another thing is crying.

the oppsite of smiling.

cry is a normal thing.

today i saw alot of people cry because they couldnt

answer the math questions...

but why do we cry?

when we are sad.

when we are frustrated.

sometimes

when we are happy.

i havent had a moment where i cried because i was happy...

but i really hope that one day i will.

the conclusion to this post is...

be the person who you would like to remember.

be yourself because there is only one of you in this world.

don't compare yourself to others bcause they are you.

cherish those who loves you.

love those who surround you.

be the one where people would come for comfort.

do what you think is right.

believe in what you want to believe in.

your dreams will come true only if you chase it.

love yourself.

trust those who trust you.

just simply smile to a stranger to make their day.

only human,

  ! Rainbow Unicorn ! 

. : . Exam Again . : .

  yes, Mid terms have started today and it was kind of hard.  

  note to self ; please stop studying at the eleventh hour.  

  jeez... 

  anyway, this will be my only update until the 29th of May. 

  but dont worry, i have randon pictures for ya! 

  enjoy guys ~ :)

Lovely with a capital "L"

! RU !

Noted .

So, i just wanted to say,

if you repost any of my post...

it would mean alot to me if you'd give me a little credit~

if i'm sounding selfish then,

who isnt?

so, please take note to those who reposted my post

"45 things a girl want but wont ask for"

thanks for reading !



Thanks For The Traffic ( ! )

  hello ~ 
  i would like a few minutes of your time 
  i would like to thank every single on of you for visiting me! 
  it means a lot to me! 
  i am now at the 2559th visitor and i my goal is to get 3000th visitors 
  if possible at the end of this month! hahaha 
  i'm just kidding! 
  again, thank you very much! 
  watashi wa anata wa aishite ! 
  hugs and kisses, xoxo, yours truly...

   ! RU !  

As I Dream About Him & Them

There is only a handful of people that will

ever undertand the true me.

But, until that handful appears in my life..

i'll keep faking smiles for the sake of living and

laugh hard for the sake of crying.



- RU -

All that is gold does not glitter,
Not all those who wander are lost,
The old that is strong does not wither,
Deep roots are not reached by the frost,
From the ashes a fire shall be woken,A light from the shadow shall spring,
Renewed shall be blade that was broken,
The crownless again shall be king.

- J.R.R Tolkien -

____________________________________
The world is (mine),

~ Rainbow Unicorn ~

I Notice That Shine On You ~

There's this special someone that i want to thank.
I want you to know this.
I cant say it to your face without blushing so here goes.
I dedicate this post to you,  "Nadiah Amerruddin" 
Yes, this girl here is a friend that have gone through quite a lot with me.
From disliking her to needing her...i guess without her my story would
hang in a stand still.
So, to you who thinks you are invisible...
dont you worry cause i'll always see you.
The special light that shines in you.
That light is what makes you, YOU !
so, my dear friend, i hope you feel that you are special to yourself
then you are to me.
So, i hope you understand what i'm trying to tell to you ~

Only for my applepearry ,

Nutty ~

(Dirty Little Secrets)

Your Rainbowy,

Alyyy ~



Pass the madness please :)

I saw something extraodinary that day.
I saw someone fall in love.
Fall in love with me...
Yes, this is not a lie or whatever...don't believe me?
Your lost.
So, i'm not a person who likes to categorize people.
Believe me, i don't.
But, something happend to me and made me into a total bi**h.
The one who said he love me wasnt the handsomest of all the boys i've liked...
but, i feel so...eww...when he said he loved me.
i don't know why...maybe because he wasn't handsome...
or, the fact he said those words after knowing me for 5 days...
i hate this...
i dont get males...
they don't know you and they can say those words to you...
what the f**k is wrong with them?
too needy is what my friend said.
maybe she's right...
oh well, what's done is done.
i didnt accept him and he told me to forget he even said he loved me...
wrong move a**hole...
f**k him!
now, please enjoy "random pictures and bla bla time~"

Thanks for the pictures tumblr !

(^o^)

this is a message from yours truly,

! Rainbow Unicorn !

;)

CraZy TiMe ! !

Todayy was a fun day !

never study at all, well except for science laa~

but, then tetiba my friends say

"we're not going to stayback..."

i was like...awww....mesti walk alone again?

then they say they want to go zanna's place...

so, i also ikutt laa!

hehehe

at first it was zanna and me only,

then day came followed by Atyn and Alya~

then we all went crazy~~

hahaha

then then, atyn say go this weird person everything call her to sound her uncle..

i like, who is this ****** disturbing my friend ?

then, she call again...

this time zanna answer...

then then, zanna gave the phone to me...

i dont know what to do....

so i talk following my logic and in the end,

my nerves snaped!

i yelled at the unknown person because she was begin very rude...

grrr...

the we eat! yummy!

the take pictures!!!!

yayayayaya!!!!

here are some for you! : )

there is more then this...but that you have to find in my facebook!

hehehe~

see ya guys laterrr !

love is nothing without you,

! RU !

i'm sick (!) T_T

I think the title says it all...
ugh,
i want to sleep now...
bye ~

If only the moon allows it ~

is that a weird title for my lastest novel?
hikhikhikhik, well...i kinda like it~
the reason why it called "if only the moon allows it"
is because i'm doing a totally different storyline.
i'm a freak that writes a novel without a synopsis so...
its hard to explain but i'll explain to those who want to know~

This novel project of mine will be written in a laptop like

all those pro's. xDD

so yeah, here goes my explaination~~

nah, i'm too lazy to write the explaination, so the prologue will do for now.

enjoyy~ hahahahahaha xDDD

(click for a better view?)

   

45 things a girl want but wont ask for.

1. Touch her waist.

2. Actually talk to her.

3. Share secrets with her.

4. Give her your jacket.

5. Kiss her slowly.

( Are you remembering this? )

6. Hug her.

7. Hold her.

8. Laugh with her.

9. Invite her somewhere.

10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

( KEEP READING )

11. Smile with her.

12. Take pictures with her.

13. Pull her onto your lap.

14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.

15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she can't get to her friends. it makes her feel loved.

( Are you thinking of someone? )

16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.

17. Kiss her unexpectedly.

18. Hug her from behind around the waist.

19. Tell her she's beautiful.

20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

( One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it. )

21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.

22. Tell her she's your everything, only if you mean it.

23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her. If she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT. So, just hug her.

24. Make her feel loved.

25. kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know!!

26. don't lie to HER.

27. DON'T cheat on her.

28. take her ANYWHERE she wants.

29. text message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at work or school, and how much you MISS her.

30. be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can ALWAYS count on you.

( Are you still READING this? you better because, it's IMPORTANT. )

31. Hold her close when she's cold so she can hold YOU too.

32. When you are ALONE hold her close and kiss her.

33. Kiss her on the CHEEK, it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her.
34.While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her LIGHTLY.

35. Dont EVER tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. If shes upset, comfort her.

( REMEMBER ALL these things when YOU ARE WITH HER next. )

36. When people DISS her, stand up for her.

37. Look deep into her EYES and tell her you love her.

38. Lay down under the STARS and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, Link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.

39. When walking next to each other grab her HAND.

40. When you hug her HOLD her in your arms as long as possible*

( MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED )

41. Call or text her at night to wish her SWEET DREAMS*

42. COMFORT her when she cries and wipe away her tears.

43. Take her for LONG walks at night.

44. ALWAYS Remind her how much you love her.

45. sit on top of her and tell her how much u love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while sitting on her. you'll never know when she needs just a lil more love.
 

REPOST this in 20 second after you read, or you will lose the one you care about the most! :)

Guys Repost: "I Would Do This For Her ♥"
Girls Repost: "45 Things A Girl Wants But Wont Ask For ♥"

copy and paste... hehehe ~ =3

love you guys~

Those Small Hours

i dont understand...

to me you are a friend...

and i guess it'll be that way forever to me...

why do you have to go and ruin it??

our friendship....ruined!

it hurts to know that all guys these days are like this...

i dont know what to say to you anymore...

you like me?

sorry, but i dont see you anything else but a friend...

mahgoooddd!

i'm so dizzy right now...

i dont know what is up nor what is down..

just kill me noww~