Hello Halloween!!

hello my cookies,

do you guys know what day is today?

yes,

it is HALLOWEEN baby!!

i got candy from my darling boyfriend and a coffee cake from

nud..i wonder if she's trying to buy us over or something?

i'm watching "scream queen" in MTV..

its kinda funny!

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!

boo.

well, tomorrow is my final exam day!

yay!! more blog time..

mum's going overseas tomorrow too..

sigh..

and guess what!!??

she bought "eclipse" for me!

half way to the end!!

oh yea baby!!

cant wait to go school tomorrow to see my darling and the girls..

well miss mummy alot!!
oh,, and iki graduated yeasterday..
mm...
i'll miss him alot!

XOXO,

Aleyson~

Oh mah Gawd!!

IF YOU HAD ONE QUESTION TO ASK ME,

WHAT WILL YOU ASK?

bubbley~

Hey readers,,

i think this will be my final post for a next week,,

as you all know,

mY exams are coming up..

its starts on Monday!!

the day after tomorrow!

sh!t

i'm trying not to panic,,

but..

the day after tomorrow is co close!!

and i cant remember anything!!

damn it!!

okay,,

i'm calm..

i'm gonna find some buku rujukan later this afternoon with Sarah,

yesterday mum was pissed with me cause i always

study and do things in the last minute,,

well,, sorry mother but thats the way i am,,

if i studied early..

eveything i studies will be lost in my small little mind..

plus with the short memory lost and things like that..

it's better to study 3hrs before the actual exam.

Monday ~>

** B.MALAYSIA (P1)

** B.MALAYSIA (P2)

** SEJARAH!!??

OKAY!! time to get ready to go tuition and go book haunting with Sara.

the one who sings "fireflies" in the shower,,

ALEY~

even angels fall..

Hey buu's!!

how are you all?

guess what..

yesterday my daddy bought "NEW MOON" and "ECLIPSE" the dvd for me!

hurray baby!!!

thanks alot daddy!!

i watched new moon last night with my daddy..

shockingly,,

my daddy actually watched new moon before..

weird much!!

in other stories..

i talked to nadya today..

i tried doing what ash told me to do..

slow talk with her..

well..

it was very very weird..

seriously weird..

like..

"hey,,why did you write those stuff about us in ur blog?"

she said something..but..

i forgot..

hahahha..

i'm such a dumb dumb..

i wonder if i should talk to her more often?

nah..

hdy & ain wouldnt like it..

anyway...

i think this will be my last post for this week and next week..

exams are just around the corner and i need to focus

like i've never focused before..

toodles blogger!!

your cherry pie,,

ALEY~~

40th post!!

Heyy Heyy!!

as the title said,,

this is my 40th post!!

hurray!!

so happy because at tuition had alot of fun with

sarah!

seriously..

today was the best!

woah..

how time passes by so quickly..

i'm now freaking out!!

exams starts next next week and i got nothing in my

"kepala otak"

i dont know what to do...

i cant studyig by myself...

cause i'm such a dumb-dumb..

anyway,,

i should at least read my history and geo book..

something might go in my thick skull..

i really hope i wont fail my finals..

if i do..

i would kill myself!

seriously..

(i think)

"wish me the best guys"

Lots of Love,

freaking out Aley~

in Love! & friends again?

* ~ ~ ~ * ~ ~ ~ * ~ ~ ~ *

OMG!

i'm so in love right now!!

after seeing his breath-taking smile..

i almost fainted!

arrgh!!

i want him so badly!!

ouh,,

yesterday i apologized to Naim..

the guy who i fought with in facebook..

i'm kinda happy the we're friends again..

i dont like having enemies..

but,,

i dont know how to say this...

so, i wont,,

okay.

now,, i think i have alittle crush on A.S..

but,, his not actually my type!

i like tall guys..

older/matured guys..

like iki..

A.S is...

well,,

his cute, kind, caring...

but,,,arrgh.. short!

what should i do!!

i know what i shouldnt do..

suck in helium gas..

only makes me more crazy! (in a good way)

not really~

enjoy random pics day!!:

I cant stop falling in love with him!

i looovveee iki!!

=)

originally,

Aley~

damn..

I'm having second thoughts about wanting to be friends with

that person anymore...

i dont know what she told khai for him to take her side.

she is such a liar!!

jeezz!!

i hate her so fucking much!!

heart beat~

hiya guys,,

i think i'm going insane!!

seriously!!

well,, today i'm skipping school cause i wanna

go to a friends house for a study group,
and..
i'm kinda bored.

i really miss iki...
i wanna see him again!!
and..
A.S too..
but..
do i really like A.S?
I'm not sure!!
but i know that i'm seriously in love with iki..
so...
i'm sorry A.S..
iki is the one i'll choose..

in other questions,,
this is what a friend asked me yesterday
and the conversation i had with ashlah.

~ The Question ~

the question friend A asked me~

time: rehat
where: in front of class
thru: face 2 face conversation

Friend A: Hey Aley!
Me: Hey,, What's up?
Friend A: Where's Nut?
Me: I dont care~
Friend A: What happend? I thought you two were like best friends..
Me: Who told you that crap?
Friend A: You, Nut and people.
Me: I never said that..kau dengar salah kowt..
Friend A: Tak de nya.. you told me that day,, when i asked you who's you bff.
Me: tsk,, well not anymore..
Friend A: Why?? Tell me.
Me: Because we fought..the whole gang doesnt like her anymore etc..
Friend A: so,, what did you guys fight about?
Me: umm...

and then it hit me,,
i have no idea..why..
we used to be friends...used to hang out and laugh..
but now..
i call her names,,
mock her,,
and sometimes feel like i wanna kill her..
the things she says to me..my other friends..
it kinda hurts..
but..even though she apologized..
i'm having second thoughts about giving her a second chance.
maybe..i'm just afraid she'll do this again..
or worst..
take my other friends away from me..

Me: What should i do Friend A?
Friend A: i think you know..

but i dont..
please..anyone..tell me what i should do.
i dont wanna fight anymore..
but she (nadya) makes me so mad and sometimes..
i kinda miss her...
(sometimes)

~ The Conversation ~

time: morning
where: my house
thru: YM

Ashlah: Aley,, what's going on between your gang and nadya?
Me: What? Why are you asking me this??
Ashlah: saje.. you and nad no more rapat..
Me: Nad and i was never close..she only wanted to be rapat with hdy..
Ashlah: tu jew?
Me: apa yang "tu jew"?
Ashlah: You guys no more friend because of jealousy?
Me: No!!?
Ashlah: Then why??
Me: Because she annoyes me..alot!
Ashlah: yea..she is kinda annoying.
Me: You think? well...what about you?
Ashlah: What about me?
Me: i thought you and nad was also rapat.
Ashlah: No lah!! aq mana pernah rapat ngan dia?
Me: you two were two neighbours who played PSP together..mana xrapat nya?
Ashlah: play PSP only..tu je..plus,,i lost my best friend because of nadya..
Me: what?
Ashlah: my bff's enemy was Nadya and...i played PSP with nad and she didnt like that..
and now..she and i are no more friends..
Me: was that bff...k****?
Ashlah: Yea..
Me: you two dont even have the "Hi ,, Bye" relationship?
Ashlah: Hi bye?? well,, when we jumpa also ..she's like..
ouh..what's he doing here?
and when i see her..i'm like..
ouh..what's she doing here?
Me: woah...sedih la..
Ashlah: sedih? mana ada...well,, can i say something bout you guys..
Me: wha?
Ashlah: Nad, You and your gang are all dumb..
Me: i know...

and then..i went to get ready to go to school..
i dont know why..
but that conversation created a big hole in my heart..
was it because of nad?
was it because of his relationship with k****?
or..
was it because he called me dumb?
i dont know anymore...

confussed girl,
Aley~

googly boogly

hey!!

where's my candy..?

as you all know..

on the 31st of October..

it will be Halloween!!

yay,,

to bad Malaysia doesnt sambut..

mm..

ouh,,,

and i think i've fallen in love with someone..

why did i just write that??

anyway..

i've just gotten these awesome anime/halloween pictures

from a friend..

and these two are amazing!!

 

(so scary!! O_0||)

 (this is my fav!!! so awesome!!!)

well,,buhbye now..

lots of love from,,

Aley~~

Gomenasai (sorry)

Hello Friends,

i noticed that i wasted two post writing about

stupid things..

sorry about that..

i wont do it again..

so,,i'll continue on posting about more positive things,

no more "blog war"

no more "nut"

no more calling people "bitch" or "fucker"

i'm only wasting precious time.

seriously i am..

that "minah" is too ego..

so "WHATEVER"

you know what people say..

"live for the day after tomorrow"

&

"time is money"

i'm really really sorry you guys!!

please forgive me!!

LOTS OF LOVE,

Aley~