Merdeka!!! (Part 2)

Happy Merdeka Malaysia !

~proud to be Malaysian~

xoxo,

RU

My Superman ♥

He is someone that is always there

but not there at all...

He is someone that will say the sweetest

stuff but not to me...

He is someone who has admires but he

doesn't accept...

He is someone who shows off his ego

but not in front of me...

He is someone that smiles a lot but

simply stares at me...

He is someone whom i liked before

and now his making me go crazy as i slowly

fall in love with him...

and, the list about him can go on and on

but the rest i'll keep to myself as words 

cannot describe his perfectness.

well, he IS my superman and no one will ever

know how much i eager to tell him that. ♥

Smiling but I'm close to tears..

Today i found out that we

make new friends in the most

unexpected way. 

But i guess the unexpected ones 

are the best ones.

So, I just wanted to say that

maybe one day I'll find that true

i mean really true friend like the

most unexpected way!

REALLY UNEXPECTED

NEW HAIR!!! (did you notice?)

~ Reality's Rainbow Unicorn ~

( shorter by 4 / 5 inch <3 )

Happy Birthday Rainbow Unicorn !!!

Where's My Lucky Star ? *

Luck As It Comes

So, trial is in two days time.

I'm freaking panicking right now.

My math is still like...

*daaaaaa*

and i'm sooooo nervous.

Please pray for my success in my trial!

&& after the trial i'll update my blog more often

:)

Give me moral support people !! 

~ RAINBOW UNICORN ~

Hotties~Asian style ;)

! ~ Lee Minho (MINE!) ~ !

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! ~ Lee Gi Kwang ~ !

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! ~ Jun Matsumoto ~ !

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! ~ Kida Masaomi ~ !

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! ~ Girl with Turtle ~ !

! ~ Girl with no Turtle :p ~ !

Lot of Love Stars? ! * * * * 

All of the below contains total cuteness ♥ (you've been warned)

Totoro-Tan

~ kawaii ~

(Note:> if you stare at him long

enough, i bet you, you'll go crazy

from his totally cuteness-ness!)

Domo-Kun

~rawr~

(Note:> rawr is the word for this pic~)

(Note:> Domo-Kun! how weird can you get?)

(Note:> look at domo eating a snowman!! rawr~)

(Note:> i dont mind wearing this around <3)

Domo / Totoro and friends !

(Double cuteness attack! me: *dies*)

(Cat: master, whose cuter? me or this weird thing?

Me: Nyan~ OF COURSE DOMO! >:D )

(Note:> Domo has a girlfriend~ how cute!)

(Note: Lucky bast#%ds! i'm so jealous! >,<)

~ RU ~

I was bored

*The following are song lyrics which i feel have

a lot of meaning and i'm bored so this is a free pass

for me? Okay, i don't understand what i just said.

anyway,

~ Singer/band (Titles of song) ~

for those who want to know my taste of music.

Don't blame the bored girl...

(¬‿¬)

*(No copying allowed here!)*

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*(No copying allowed here!)*

Use me as you will,

Pull my strings just for a thrill

and I know I'll be okay

Though my skies are turning grey...

~ Red Jumpsuit Apparatus (Your Guardian Angel) ~

Mother looking at me,

tell me what do you see?

Yes, I've lost my mind...

Daddy looking at me,

Will i ever be free?

Have I crossed the line?...

~ T.A.T.U (All the Things She Said) ~

You can tell me all your thoughts

about the stars that fill polluted skies...

~ Thriving Ivory (Angels on the Moon) ~

Cause you are,

You're beautiful inside, you're so lovely 

and I can't see why I'd do anything without you

~ SafetySuit (Anywhere But Here) ~

Can we pretend that airplanes in the night

sky like shooting stars?

I could really use a wish right now...

~ B.O.B feat. Eminem (Airplanes) ~

Now it's my time!

I'll do what i want cause it's my life,

Right here, right now

I'll stand my ground and never back down...

~ Skillet (Awake & Alive) ~

what am i gonna to do when

the best past of me was always you

& what am i suppose to say when

i'm all choked up and your okay?

~ The Script (Breakeven) ~              

Goodbye Brielle, only whispers can tell

of the sweet dreams that we knew so well

I'll see you around our dear ocean town

the frozen days we set ablaze 

sent me drifting away

like a butterfly, you floated by & now

your alone, i wish i knew when i'll be

back again, so until then i wish you well,

my dear Brielle :)

~ Sky sailing (Brielle) ~

Comatose, I'll never wake up without

an overdose of you!

~ Skillet (Comatose) ~

The stars, the moon, they have been blown out

you left me in the dark

no dawn, no day I'm always in this twilight

in the shadow of your heart...

~ Florence And The Machine (Cosmic Love) ~

He ate my heart, he a-a-ate my heart :p

~ Lady GaGa (Monster) ~

This is me praying that this was the very

first page not where story line ends

my thoughts will echo your name until

i see you again,

These were the words i held back as i was leaving

too soon, i was enchanted to meet youuu

Please don't be in love with someone else

Please don't have somebody waiting on you

~ Taylor Swift/Owl City (Enchanted) ~

Kiss me, k-k-kiss me
infect me with your love, & fill me with your poison
take me, t-t-take me
wanna be your victim, ready for abduction
boy, you're an alien, your touch so far away
its supernatural, extraterrestrial

~ Katy Perry (e.t) ~

But we're gonna stop by drinking our

cheap bottles of wine
Sit talking up all night,

saying things we haven't for

a while, a while, yeah
We're smiling but we're close to tears,

even after all these years
We just now got the feeling that

we're meeting for the first time

~ The Script (For the first time) ~

If the green left the grass

on the other side
I would make like a tree and leave
But if I reached for your hand,

would your eyes get wide
Who knew the other side could be so green

~ Owl City feat. Breanne Dren (Honey & the Bee) ~

One day when the sky is falling
I'll be standing right next to you (right next to you)
Nothing will ever come between us
I'll be standing right next to you (right next to you...

~ Chris Brown feat. Justin Bieber (Next to you) ~

more to come, soon~  :p

Little Monsters.

I am seriously scared of the truth.

What truth you may ask,
and I'll say the truth about life.
I find it scary.
One day, we are brought into this world
and our beloved parents love us and teach us
what is good and what is wrong.
Then we turn into little monsters for our parents.
Becoming a brat i mean.
Running around aimlessly and fall asleep just like that,
then slowly we become young adults.
We gain the feeling of 'love' or whatever
it is and simply fall in love with the next guy/girl we meet.
Envy grows in all of us.
Crying over stupid things and not seeing
the world for its beauty and seeing it for it's ugliness.
Then, we grow up and our routine becomes the
same all the day,
go to work.
get stressed out at work.
come home from work late at night.
wake up early to go to work.
etc etc.
Grow older and soon,
die.
Yes, we humans don't think a lot about death.
We I pretend that it doesn't exist
for our  my own good.
I don't want to believe that I'll die one day.
I don't.
But. who am I to say that?
I am just a mare mortal who dreams a lot.
Imagines the better things in life,
because better things in life don't exist in
reality.

What I'll do to go back again and be just a
Little Monster :)