Just like those times~

i'm writing this post for the girl with a blog that

is called "Dirty Little Secrets"

i know you.

i know that your not prefect.

none of us are.

i try to be a friend that would always stay by your side.

but now when i look back i noticed one thing about you

and that is that you always hurt me.

dont you see it?

dont you notice it?

now i'm telling you this, i love you as a friend and i hate it that

you always do things that would make me and the others dislike you.

i dont want to repeat the past,

i dont want to go through those times where we fought

i dont!

so open your eyes and realize something.

you have friends.

you dont have "a" friend and once you notice that,

then, our friendship will automatically go back to the way it was.

you must be thinking that these couple of weeks i've been avoiding you,

and i hate every single second of what i'm doing to you.

but, you have to realize it! god dammit!

you make me so angry and sad..

i'm angry because you say things that is not from your mouth

and you make me so fucking sad because of the way you

make me feel that i'm at the bottom of your friend list!

so, i dont know after you read this that you'll hate me or what...

but the only thing i hope for you to get in this post is that

"we are friends"

and i guess god is making our relationship an inevitable one huh? : )

"The words we say can never be taken back

nor the actions we do.

But the only moments where we realize

the importent ones are always the ones

we take for granted"

i cried because of you!!! >: (