miracles probably don't exist. But..



Boujour dearest follower/readers,

i'm kinda in a bad mood now..but i'll write just for you guys!

you know, i'm the kind of girl who believes in anything and everything.

so, yeah, i "believed" in a miracles.

not anymore though.

it was two days ago, before i finished breaking dawn.

i was on facebook and i accidently clicked "his" profile.

it kinda hurt my heart when i saw a picture with him and his girlfriend.

i dont really wanna be the bestfriend's boyfriend's lover.

ewww!!

i hate the word "LOVER" now!

anyway, before i always told myself that one day the prefect guy will

come along and make my bestfriend's boyfriend feel jealous.

cause maybe, just maybe he'll stop thinking that i like him.

but, that didn't happend.

i seriously want to write "YET" but..

i think its time to give up.

let my bestfriend's boyfriend think of whatever he wants.

i could care less..

but now when i read this back, it has nothing to do with a miracles.

its kinda silly..dont you agree?

but, i dont want to stop believing..i want to stay positive..but,

until when?

What is a Miracle anyway?